Monday, May 19, 2008

What happen to Mylene?

I took a break from Blogger and as well as MySpace. A lot has happened to me over the past 3 months.. This time off has made me more focused with other things around me, especially school and my family.

I've been getting really good grades lately.. ALL As =). School has been very tiring. I have a lot of homework to do everyday. Now that the school year is coming to an end, I've got a lot of deadlines for projects and Final Exams are going to be a killer.

As for my family... Well we've gone through a lot this past 2 months. As for those who do know about it, well everything is okay but not much has changed.

My internet has been cut off because well, we don't use it as much in the past few months.. Plus, I think it's better.. The power rates have doubled and the gas prices keep adding up.. Gotta help out the family some how..

Well I'm at school right now.. I don't really feel like blogging now a days, so I don't know when my next post will be.. Although, if you do want to contact me.. You can reach me at my gmail. m.balisalisa@gmail.com. I check it frequently.

Hope everyone is doing well.

Love,
Mylene

Thursday, February 28, 2008

I'm not a failure :)

I have an A/B for my "Teen Pregnancy" Project. I talked to Sir Punz (well, he did most of the talking). He told me that he knows exactly what happen and he thought about it... He decided to give me a 150/200, so like a 75%.

He said that however brings their baby the next day, which was today, they will get extra points. I brought mine and I think I got a higher grade than a 75. I'm relieved! I thought I was going to fail that project and my grade for the class. Can you believe out of all my classes, the lowest grade I have is for P.E. Health.

It's weird because last semester, I took Computer Applications and I thought, everyone thought that was an easy class but it turned out that my lowest grade was from that class. It's like the classes that are known to be easy, I'm actually bad at, and as for classes that are known to be hard, I'm good at. Weird >.<

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

What happened to S.A.V.E.?

Craig Hart, 8th grader at H.J.H.S. asks: "What happen to S.A.V.E. Club? I'm panicking, did it disappear or something?"

Craig, from my understanding.. Cinta has taken over S.A.V.E. Club. Although, the blog is still exist.

I don't know what is going on with the club as of now but hopefully Cinta will help us out with that.

Craig, visit Cinta's blog at http://mycnmi.blogspot.com/

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

Historian of the Week!

I'm Historian of the week for Feb.25-29. The Social Studies Department has set up this so called Historian of the Week thing in the school bulletin. I've been gunning for it ever since I first started US History this semester.

I'm kind of proud of myself because for one, I'm the 5th Historian for US History. And I'm the first Freshman that became Historian for this semester. The Historians that were before me were Sophomores and I'm just proud to be the first Freshman, but that doesn't really mean anything. I'm just pointing it out.

Though, my happiness only lasted for a day when I received the envelope that congratulated for being Historian of Week. The whole crappy "baby accident" took away my happiness.

I'm pregnant!

Well, not literally. In my health class, we have a project on "Teen Pregnancy" where we have to bring a 5lb-10lb sack of either rice, flour, or sugar/salt. We have to dress it up, change it's diapers, and carry it with us at all times during school hours until after school. The project lasts for 4 days, I'm already on the 3rd day. It gets pretty tiring.. Holding it in your arms during class, when you write, eat, and everything!

Though, an accident happened on the first day. During lunch, everyone was so fascinated by the baby (a sack of rice) because I was the only one in Mr. T's class that has Sir Punz's class. So everyone is trying to grab the baby out of my arms, which gets very tiring because I've held the baby the entire day and my arms are getting weak. My cousin, Michelle was one of the people that wanted to hold her. I trusted her, so I handed it to her. She as like, "come here my niece".. Then she begins throwing her up the air. She throws her up twice and catches her then she was all like, "one more time".. And unfortunately, the 3rd time was a failure. The sack of rice falls down onto the ground, tears, and rice is splattered all over the floor. I stood up with shook and Michelle looks at me with her eyes wide open. Everyone in the class looked at the rice and few seconds later.. Michelle asks Oscar to get a broom, to sweep it up.

Well, what really sucked about it was that.. There were spies inside Mr. T's class, Sir Punz's spies, which are seniors and a couple of them saw exactly what happen. One of them was Sir Punz's Godson and I knew I was in big trouble. All my friends kept calling out my name, saying "Lania Mylene, what kind of mother!" Just to remind you, it was my cousin that dropped her. I wasn't at all mad at her, it's just too hard. I could say that I blame her but it was my fault that I gave it to her in the first place. Though, it was hard because they all kept pressuring me to give them my baby.

The next day, my cousin gives me a new sack of rice, the same kind. I wanted to continue the project even though the first one broke. I know that in real life that, I can't replace a baby nor get a new one but I felt that it was necessary for me to go on with it. Well go figure, EVERYONE knew about what happened. You can't imagine how crappy I felt that day. I literally wanted to break down because of all the harsh things they had to say about me being a HORRIBLE mother. That was the first time I was afraid to walk down the halls because I didn't want to hear what they had to say.

During 1st period in Sir Punz's class, everyone was saying to me, "Hey Mylene, I heard your baby died yesterday", just imagine how you would feel when someone asks you that. Yeah, and Sir Punz didn't even call my baby's name for attendance. He hasn't for the last 2 days. It sucks, it really sucks a lot. I mean, doesn't anyone have any sympathy? They don't know what I was going through. They made me feel like I literally killed a real baby and it was exactly how I felt. Sir Punz has told all his classes about what happened but he didn't mentioned my name, only to the basketball team. So imagine that? I'm friends with most of those guys and do you know how humiliating that is?!

This is effecting me a lot because I want to be a mother some day in the future and I don't want to be mistreated that way, ever!

So, today is the 3rd day. Sir Punz still hasn't called my baby's name for attendance. I've been very careful with the new sack of rice/baby that I have now. BUT, I don't think it's really worth it. Sir Punz has told all his classes already that he is going to give me "A BIG FAT F".. on the project! We are probably only going to have 2 or 3 projects for his class, so this grade means a lot. 3rd day and I still feel like crap. I feel so miserable!

By the way, if anyone was wondering.. My first baby's name is Haley and my second is Michelle but I can't change her name so it's still Haley.

Monday, February 4, 2008

No Boyfriend, No problem

If you knew me 2 years ago, you wouldn't ever hear me say that. I guess you can say, I've grown up. I've come to realize all the BIGGER and more important things in life. Life isn't all about fun and games. I'm focusing on being a teenager, growing up to be an adult, and trying to reach all my goals. I guess I'm just trying to live my life responsibly.. taking risk, taking chances when they are given, and hopefully achieving and succeeding in life.

No boyfriend = No problem. Back when I was 'supposedly' in a relationship, I wasn't completely focus on school, I had drama with other girls, and things just weren't as happy as I wanted. Now that I've been single for over a year.. Life's been great. No drama, thank G. I'm learning a lot and having so much fun, which means.. I'm focused on my school work and I've also spent time with my friends and made new friends.

I've experience a lot more when I'm not committed to someone. It's much safer for me! Now I understand why parents don't like or allow their kids to have boy/girl friends.

That was a lesson learned!

Monday, January 21, 2008

Scores from last semester!

I got my report card from last semester.. I'm not sure if I should be happy about it. I went down, went higher, and stayed the same.

Here are my grades from 1st quarter to 2nd quarter:

Computer Apps.: 96% - 92%
Algebra 1: 93% - 93%
Biology: 94% - 97%
Eng. 9 Pre Honors: 96% - 96%

Proud of me? Haha. Now, watch me bring it this semester! Haha. You'll be REALLY proud of me. [yeah, whatever.]


^__^

Friday, January 18, 2008

What would you tell your friend?

Have you ever felt like you were pure, like everything is so perfectly imperfect? It's like everything in your life was as good as it can get. Now it turns out, when you feel like everything is going smoothly, something just happens to mess things up. It's true, there's no such thing as being perfect.

Have you ever felt like you were on top of the world, that you had the best friends you could ever dream of? But what do you do when someone from your past creeps back into your future and tries to destroy everything that you gained, everything you had worked for, and everything that made your life perfectly imperfect.. What would you do when that person tries so hard to break you down in every way. They won't stop until you're down on your knees, scattered, and vulnerable..

You try so hard to keep that person out of your life but they just tend to keep jumping in, with no verbal actions, but like a shadow going through your every move. What if that person is trying to take your friends away from you? Like a game, the most friends, Wins.

What would you tell your friend if that person was just trying to be their friend for all the wrong reasons. Would it be wrong to tell your friend that that person is bad and that they had hurt so many people? How about if your friend might think that, you are the bad person and that you are keeping them away from being friends with someone.

You continue to ignore that person and yet every time you glance at that person, they just always seem to be staring right at you. Looking at you, to see if you were watching their every move, just like what they were doing to you.

It just so happens that you were casually minding your own business and that person was with one of your friend, really really good friend and you noticed that that person was staring at you and right when they thought that you noticed.. That person pulls some kind of stunt, to rub it in your face, that they want to be dominant. That you were nothing and that they would take everything that was left in you.

As strong as you may be.. It is definitely hurting you inside. You are not scared of her, you would fight with her.. But you are a better person, you know you are. Would it be wise to do nothing? To beat her at her own game? As much as it hurts, you will stay strong.

How could someone be so cruel enough to do that to someone who is simply doing nothing to them? When all you were trying to do, is protect their friend..

This is a time where you will discover who your real and true friends are.. The ones that will stick by you when you're a thousand miles away...

Now tell me, what would you tell your friend?

Friday, January 11, 2008

Sleepy My

Whew! That was some week. School has been keeping me busy, a lot. I didn't have time to go online this week because I had so much homework and quizzes to study for. I think it might be like that for a while.. I need to focus on school right now and going online is a little distracting. I'll be giving updates every once and a while. But don't worry, I'll be okay!

1st Period: P.E. Health with Sir Punz is different. He puts fun in learning. He is sarcastic, jolly, playful and loud. He's the boss and he wants us to know that. Sometimes you really can't take him seriously but when it comes to a subject about health, he wants us to learn it and he makes it clear that he does. The first quarter in his class are book work, every Friday's are mile runs, and the 2nd quarter are sport activities!

2nd Period: Algebra 1 is still the same but with a lot more love. My classmates get along well and we've grown to help each other with our work, even Mrs. A. G.

3rd Period: US History with Mr. Hill is cool. He's really smart, really organized, and Wayne says he's cute! Haha. Sure, I guess he is but it's the subject that we should be interested in, not the teacher. For one, I used to like history but now I like science more. I think I'll find it a little difficult to learn in this class, I don't know, but history just isn't my best subject.

4th Period: English Pre Honors is still the same. The class has grown and we now have about 35 students in class! I like all of them but putting all those people in one class is a pain. Mr. Muira says that some of us will be transferring. Well, I sure don't want to be one of them. Sometimes I think that the class got less noise but I don't know, I guess people changed over the break. I'm looking forward to this semester, being with them, they are the only class I would call 'family'.

Tuesday, January 8, 2008

I guess I have something to look forward to every moring..

I got my schedule today at school. Well, I for one chose my classes. I mean, my counselor is Ms. Jocelyn Manibusan.. aka My Mommy! I told her that I'm planning on moving to Hawaii this summer and I wanted to take classes that were helpful to me and classes that are required in Hawaii. See, I'm thinking! Lol. Well, these are the classes that I thought are good for me:

1st: P.E. Health
2nd: Algebra 1
3rd: US History
4th: English 9 Pre Honors

Once again, I'm taking a class that is the 2nd in the list. [hmm, it's hard to explain]. Well like last semester, I took Biology.. Well before Biology, I'm suppose to take Natural Environmental Science. I like science but I think that I should even it out in this semester and take a history class. Well, before US History, there is NMI History.. Hmm, yeah right! I learned about NMI History in the 8th grade and plus, it's not a required class in Hawaii. And my cousin in Hawaii told me that I have to take Hawaii History [okay :/].

I guess I'm happy with my classes, though I'm telling my friends to change their classes so that we could be classmates. Hmm, this semester might be my last one here and I want to spend as much time with my friends, even if it means being classmates and getting sick of each other [Right Jessica?].

Tomorrow's school.. Am I up for it? No, not really. I don't want to wake up at 6 o'clock in the morning! Well alright, I'll tell you how it was tomorrow :)

Back to Basics

It was fun while lasted.. Break is almost over. In less than 20 hours, I will be back to books, clubs, friends, and endless hours of lecture! This bites-- no more late night phone calls, staying up until the sun came up, sleeping in, and other fun stuff I do at night. I'm going to miss going out all night and sleeping all day!

Well I guess this lazy ass has to stop being such a cow! I need to exercise more, I'm getting unhealthy. Watch me be a workaholic, if that is possible.

So who thinks I can lose about 10lbs in the next few months? Haha. This is going to be a challenge, the last time I had P.E., was in the 7th grade.