Tuesday, May 29, 2007

It's finally here!

I didn't feel it at first, but now that it's finally here I don't want it to happen. Eversince I was 7th grade, I felt like I was ready.. I was ready for high school, I guess I was wrong. For my 8th grade year, I learn so much and gained a lot! I thought it wouldn't end so soon, but it's finally here. Two years of learning, figuring out who you are, your purpose in life, and figure out the true friends you really have. I can tell you for a fact that, I wouldn't have done it without my loving friends! I've gotten so close to so many people this year, this year.. it wasn't about the boys anymore, it was me figuring out myself and learning from my mistakes, taking it in and doing good out of it! I became a much brighter person, I've become a new and improved MYLENE! No more: boy crazy, late night phone calls, and drama for me! I wana live my life to the fullest, take every day step by step, and learn how to be a much better adult for the future! I wana take time to thank everyone of you but everything is going on soo fast, it's like I have no control over it.. I know that in the end, I will miss each and everyone of you.. Remember, it doesn't matter how much pictures you take. Pictures may be there for quite a while, but one thing that can never be erased, is all the memories we had together.. The fights, laughs, tears, and drama will stick with us forever and ever.. Thanks everyone! You have been a really big part of my life! It's been two heck of a years! Now let's all dress up, stand up tall, and thank God for all the things he has given us! God Bless you guys! && I Love You! =)

with much love,
Mylene Marie Balisalisa


P.S. I hope you guys can come to the ceremony! I'd really appreciate it if my friends were there!

`07 Poem

An inspiring poem for our fellow Hopwood 8th grade students..
Hope you like it, 'coz i sure did!

© Ian Leyco


Final Goodbye's

This was one heck of a school year
Good times or bad, thinking 'bout it gona shed a tear
Spending 'em two years here, man all of it was worth it
Next year, we might be a Manta Ray, Ayuyu, or a Dolphin
We thank the teachers for everything they have taught
Just thinking 'bout all 'em work, it's a scary thought
We be thanking them for mostly everything that we know
Well this our time, this our time to blow
For all the support they have given us, we thank all our mom's and dad's
For sure we gona make each and every parent proud
As we head into that stage and shake our teacher's hand
We gona see everyone happy, then later they gona be sad
'Cause this may be the final time they be seeing each other
But remember that all 'em memories gona stick with us forever and ever..
Thanks to all the teachers and faculty members for making everyday the best!
We gona return the favor by heading into 9th grade, it's a start of a whole new quest
So as we head into the next chapters of our lives
We be leaving Hopwood and saying our final goodbye's


Soo.. Whatcha think?!

Monday, May 28, 2007

Inspirational?

Well as always, I am on myspace browsing around. I go to my cousin's profile, my cousin from Hawaii and I see that she has think link to a video page in myspace. I watch the videos and literally cannot believe, it's a girl from Guam. She is 17 years old with a son and writes songs and yet still goes to school. Wow! Now tell me, how does she do it? Well her songs are just awesome! they inspire me, well except for the so called "weed talk".. but other than that, her songs are great..

Hope you can check out some of her stuffs..
By the way, her name is Tanya Manibusan, if anyone is familiar with her..

Click her for the videos

Click her for her music account

Sunday, May 27, 2007

I'm on a roll..

Today is Memorial Day! No classes for us today.. Today is sort of like a resting day for the 8th graders are Hopwood. This week is going to be hectic! Well, let me enlighten you with my plans for this week..

Tuesday, May 29th:
-Promotion practice
-Award Ceremony

Wednesday, May 30th:
-Stay home for the day..
-Promotion Ceremony at 3pm

Thursday, May 31th:
-HIV Presentation at Pacific Island Club

Friday, June 1st:
-E2 homeroom party!
-Megan Ito's departure! :(

I was hoping for a happy ending for this week.. but unfortunately, i am not. A dear friend of mine from elementary, a very bright minded student is leaving the island to Texas? Yeah, I'm going to miss her! && I'm going to miss everyone else!

This year by far, has been the best years i've ever had.. Despite everyone leaving, '07 is a good year for me! now c'mon.. Let's PARTY!!

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

Promotion

Hey everyone, especially to those whom have been a part of my life this past two years. All the people who have helped me go through my junior high years, i sincerely thank you all! I Love you guys! To make up for all the bad times, I hope that maybe you could come out and see me and Hopwood's 8th grade students finally promote! You are all welcome to join us in our ceremony and to spread the love of our fellow "promotees". Hope to see you there!

Where: Hopwood Jr. High School Stage Area
When: Wednesday, May 30
Time: 3pm-- Students have to be there by 2pm.

Thank you everyone! =]
--myLene


Cinta, Angelo, and the rest of my Beautify CNMI friends.. I hope to see you there! I wouldn't have had the best year without you guys!

I got tagged

7 Random Thoughts

1. I was the so called 'mommy' in my 1st grade class. The daddy was Anthony Masga. We had to hold hands when we were in line and we were always in the front! I think people thought that we went out!

2. I went to Fukuoka, Japan in 2004. I rode the Titan, this really scary roller coaster! It was one of the most scariest things I've ever done! I thought I was going to die. When the ride started and we were going down I held my breath for so long, I thought I had a stroke!

3. I got my first kiss on my hand when I was in the 1st grade by Anthony Masga. I got my first real kiss at Japan with Jack Castro.

4. My cousin and I snuck out of her house when it was 12am. I think i was in the 5th grade. We were headed to my house at Koblerville and there was only two ways of getting there. One way was to go through this dark road and pass mean dogs and the other was to pass the fire station, the one by the road. First, we tried going through the mean dog road but the dog was chasing me and I was scared! I almost got bitten. So we took the other way, pass the fire station. A fire fighter was there wiping a fire truck, my cousin and I were running and crawling like we were in the army! We look pathetic! I was wearing my Betty Boob shirt and it was white, then I stained it. Lucky thing, the fire guy didn't catch us! It was really funny!

5. For my 6th grade promotion/graduation ceremony, I was selected to be the person to make the opening remarks from the whole 6th grade class and speak in front of the whole school, plus the parents! The chairwomen of PSS Rita something, thought I did a good job and approached my mom about it. That made me feel good about myself and influenced me to be a leader!

6. I went through so much drama in my 1st year at Hopwood as a 7th grader. I was picked on a lot and people made up stuff just to start a fight with me! Now, I'm sort of known for the girl that everyone hated. Yeah, and now that they got to know me.. People think differ.

7. I've been known for going out with guys older than I am, like 1-3 years older. Hey, the truth is, people my age are just too immature! I'm over the silly elementary childish acts. I'm ready to be a young adult! I guess puberty is running in me so fast.

I guess I gotta tag someone... I tag Ian and Cinta!

Monday, May 21, 2007

E2 Homies!

These are some of the people in my homeroom class
with some sub students in Team E.

These are the few people that made my last year at Hopwood, at my Jr. High School the best! It was all worth wild! I LOVE EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU GUYS, even to the ones that are not in the picture. This class is one of the favored classes in Team E! Why? ..because we have the infamous and hilarious Jove Jenn Maalihan, the annoying and retarded Wilden, the overly smart and adorable Ben Lizama, and all the bright minded people in my awesome homeroom class! We have all gone through so many this past year! All the drama, arguments, disagreements, the hatred.. It was all worth it! This year wouldn't have been the best without you guys! I LOVE YOU GUYS FOREVER! I will miss each and every one of you. I wish all of you guys the best in life and hope to see you in the future!

With much love,
Mylene Balisalisa

Thursday, May 17, 2007

Thanks Ian!

What happened between these two lovers?
It's like they be separating from each other.
She's confused 'bout how things are going
Should they break up or should they continue to spread the loving?
She doesn't think that he likes her still
Mad, Sad, Depressed...That's how she feels
Should their relationship come to an end?
Or would he step up, and continue being more than friends?
Man, she deserves more than this!
She doesn't deserve any of this bull shit!
She put up wif life, and just be taking whatever is handed to her
She needs to be treated like royalty, pleasured, and pampered.
When will this guy open his eyes and realize...
That she needs someone to love her... Now that ain't a lie!


The school years coming to an end and a friend of mine thinks I deserve happiness after a hard year of work. So what do you say? ;)

Monday, May 14, 2007

This school year is coming to an end.

Here is another song I wrote during my sub-class. Whoa, I didn't know it was this much fun to write a song! Lol.


Junior High Years

[Verse 1]
We be living our lives step by step
Moving on forward with no regrets.
You'll be thinking about all the memories you shared.
I know there's one thing I'll never forget--

[Chorus]
Yeah, I'll be thinking about times we shared
I'll remember the laughs we had
All the tears that we shed
You know you'll never forget
those two years we spent..

[Verse 2]
Accomplishing what we have
Reaching up to the sky.
Let's thank the Lord
for all the times we had..
Let's put our arms high
and praise the Lord
As he gives us blessings,
As we move on forward..

[Chorus]
Yeah, I'll be thinking about times we shared
I'll remember the laughs we had
All the tears that we shed
You know you'll never forget
Those two years we spent..

[Verse 3]
Fights, Dramas, we were on a roll.
When it comes down to this
You'll be the only one standing.
Learn from your mistakes and move along.
We ain't got no time for this!
So take as much pictures you can
'Coz it don't matter,
Our memories will stand!

[Chorus]
Yeah, I'll be thinking about times we had
I'll remember the laughs we had
All the tears we shed
You know you'll never forget
those two years we spent.

This just put a tear in my eye

A song/video that everyone should hear. You will feel bad, think really hard, and maybe even cry like I did. This video shows what is happening in our world. All the problems and the mess that we are going through. It shows and pretty much explains: Global Warming, Wars, and Starvation. It is showing what once was our Earth but now turned into something horrible! What are me doing in life? Destroying the planet we live in? LOOK, JUST LOOK! LOOK WHAT WE'VE DONE!


What I've Done
By: Linkin Park




Or watch it here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8sgycukafqQ

Saturday, May 12, 2007

I wrote my first song!

Whoa, how surprising! During my 7th period I wrote a song while it was suppose to be reading time. But hey! Can you believe, I wrote this song in less than 20 minutes? Yes I did! Ian, I guess you're right. Writing songs aren't half bad if you get a hang of it. My infamous song:


One and Only

One on one is what I do
Doing everything that I normally do.
Blow a kiss high
and we'll be together till the day we die.

[Chorus]
Ohh.. Ohh.. Ohh.. Ohh..
True love is real
You can never forget
Cherish those moments that we spent--
Day and Night
You know you'll never forget
24/7 I'll be reminiscing the times we spent.

Time will go by
and you'll never forget
That one special person
You shared your first love with!
Let's look at the days
Where it was just me and you
Doing whatever we wanted to do.

Say you love me dear
and hold me tight
You know this love will never say goodbye

[Chorus]
Ohh.. Ohh.. Ohh.. Ohh..
True love is real
You can never forget
Cherish those moments that we spent--
Day and Night
You know you'll never forget
24/7 I'll be reminiscing the times we spent.

Say those three words I've longed to hear.
I'll care for you,
It'll death do us apart
Yeah, I'll promise you this..
My love will never say goodbye

Close your eyes
Whisper to me slowly..
I LOVE YOU
Yeah, now kiss me tenderly.

[Chorus]
Ohh.. Ohh.. Ohh.. Ohh..
True love is real
You can never forget
Cherish those moments that we spent...
Day and Night
You know you'll never forget
24/7 I'll be reminiscing all the times we spent...


This wasn't written for or to anyone, I just wrote it out of the blue :)

Thursday, May 3, 2007

Flame Tree Festival


Day 1 - Thursday Night

This night was fun! We (Litcelle, Sami, & Craig) hung out with our buddies from Beautify CNMI. Chairman Angelo Villagomez and Rep. Cinta Kaipat. Sami and I got treated this night. Angelo, thanks for the pearl shakes, food, and water! :)



Day 2 - Friday Night
This was another night where Sami and I hung out at the Beautify CNMI/MINA booth. Sorry for us, Angelo wasn't there to treat us. But hey, Cinta.. Thanks for the pearl shakes! :)


Day 3 - Saturday Afternoon
On this day, I went to the Flame Tree Festival at 3pm. WHOA! I stop whatever I was doing just to go there, why? 'Coz my friends (mostly Jessica) kept bugging me to come. Why again? 'Coz she wanted to borrow one of my shorts. Oh yeah, I want those shorts back! They are so cute! :).. Anyway, on this day.. I worked at the Beautify CNMI/MINA booth. Shirts, buttons, stickers, and plants were on sell. There were also lots of brochurs laid out on the tables for people to look at and see how the CNMI is, such as: our wildlife, marine ecosystem, and MINA!

Oh yeah, and I forgot to mention! See that girl? Yeah, she's my new friend! I meet a lot of people that are involved with Beautify CNMI. But wait, wait.. :| I forgot her name! ugh, darn it! I must have STM (short term memory)! Uncle Angelo, wanna help me out? What's her name? Lol.


Day 4
Sadly, I did not go. Why? 'Coz I was ashamed and I didn't know who to go with! LOL! ;P


Oh but let me tell you something really funny! Oops nvm, I already mentioned it in my other post but let me say it in quote --"TALK ABOUT A 13 YEAR OLD GIRL LIKE MYSELF COMING HOME 1 O'CLOCK IN THE MORNING!".. Okay, it may have freaked out my parents but I wished I stayed out longer! ;P

Survey Anyone?

Tonight me and about four of my classmates, whom are my partners for our Micronesian Challenge Project went out to Saipan's weekly Thursday Street Market at Garapan to ask people to take a survey for us. Our topic is Corals and Coral Reefs. We had a survey which consisted six questions about Corals.

Here are some that I remember that were on the survey:

1. Do you like corals?
(Honestly, that question wasn't suppose to be there but one of my group members said it and the person who made the survey took it seriously and put it down. O_o.)

2. Do you think Corals are important?

3. Do you think that the Coral Reefs are increasing or decreasing?

4. Did you know that lime is made out of Corals?
(People kind of got confused about that question but it was mainly about lime for the betel nut.)

5. Did you know that the Coral Reefs protect us from tsunamis?

6. Do you want to live in an island without a Coral Reef?


I'll get question #2 on here soon, when I get a hold of that survey. But to you guys that are viewing my site and hasn't taken this survey, please do so!

Thanks :)

Tuesday, May 1, 2007

"My Song!"

This is "My Song".. Yessir it is, my ex DJ wrote this for me. What a sweetheart? Lol. We are still friends.. I really like this song, I mean c'mon it was dedicated, inspired, and written just for me! DJ says that this is one of his best songs he has ever written! Haha! ;)

Title: UNKNOWN


[Verse]
Gurl this is how i feel about the way you look at me
about the way things use to be.
Gurl i love you so and you know i do baby.
I love the way you smile, your smile drives me wild,
you always bring tears to my eyes.
I love the way your my baby gurl
i love the way you spin and twirl
i love the way you say, "I Love You"
cause i love you too, cause i love you too..

[Chorus]
I've been loving you since the first time i saw you,
and I'll never forget all the times
we've had and the moments we shared together.
I've been loving you since the first time i saw you,
and I'll never forget all the times
we've had and the moments we shared together.

[Bridge]
When i close my eyes and when i count to ten
i can't picture you baby leaven' my life again
cause without your love and plus without that kiss
now no one could resist your love like this
cause every minute, every second, every hour i pray,
i pray to god you'll be mine someday so I will hold you and say:

[Chorus]
I've been loving you since the first time i saw you,
and I'll never forget all the times
we've had and the moments we shared together.
I've been loving you since the first time i saw you,
and I'll never forget all the times
we've had and the moments we shared together.

Sing this to a special someone..

My ex also known as (a.k.a.) my first love and only love, wrote this. This was the song that made me lay my eyes on him..

"My Honey"
Daniel Jake Kaipat
(DJ, Dannyboy, Skaterboy)

Remember the past few years together oh,
We use to love each other till the end of time,
Your light brown eyes are like from heaven above,
and for sure now you'll ask
Me why,

(Chorus):
Your my honey, your my sweetheart,
Your my honey day and night,
Your my honey, your my sweetheart,
Your my everything when i hold you tight.
Your my honey, your my sweetheart,
Your my honey day and night,
Your my honey, your my sweetheart,
Your my everything when i hold you tight.


(Bridge):
When i kiss your lips i get this feeling in me,
That our love will hold till the end of history,
When i see you in my dreams i see that your lonely,
So I'll hold you in my arms and say.."Your my only",
Cause your heart is precious to me and
When i see those teary eyes i know for
Sure that the rain will appear form the sky
So I'll hold you in my arms and say...

Remember the past few years together oh,
We use to love each other till the end of
Time,Your light brown eyes are like from
Heaven above, and for sure now you'll ask
me why,

(Chorus):
Your my honey, your my sweetheart,
Your my honey day and night,
Your my honey, your my sweetheart,
Your my everything when i hold you tight.
Your my honey, your my sweetheart,
Your my honey day and night,
Your my honey, your my sweetheart,
Your my everything when i hold you tight.

Can this be a song?

Here is another one I wrote, this one took me a while. I had a lot to say. Ian, what you think? Wana write songs together? I'm down with it! =)

This is to someone that is special in my life and yet still is! =)

© 03.11.07

We started out as strangers,
Not knowing what God will offer us.
We met in such a young age
So we weren't really on the same page.
We'd see each other for days
but yet we would go our separate ways.
Time went on, years went by..
It was like we had said our last good bye's

Just as I thought it was over
It never really was because we had gotten older.
I had never realized that we had been
connecting deep within.
We share a strong bond
We'd be together till dawn.

Our friends would tease
But we had nothing to release
They'd call him a bum
and make him look dumb
But to my eyes,
It wasn't that,
It had been something more than that..
Someone I could count on
Learn a thing or two
A real gentleman
Better than the rest of them

I had never thought,
I would be..
In love with a guy such as he
We had never admitted it
But we'd shown it


Then it came..
The day before you had left..

I thought it was the end
and that I would never see you again
I thought you'd never say,
Those words I've been longing to hear
and yet I did..

They've always said,
"Expect the unexpected"
I had never suspected
That he would like a girl such as me
And then those words came..

It started out as, I like you..
Time past.. It became, I Love You.
It has been a while since you've been gone
and I may not have said this more than I mean it,
But i truly do, miss you...

I have a talent?

Other than being the silly me.. I have that emotional side. For instance, when I'm in a relationship or when I have things to say but can't say them right, I write them down. I don't know but I don't mean to make it a poem, it just turns out the way it is..

So here is a poem I wrote for my ex boy friend. Don't laugh! But I do want to know what you think! Do I have that talent?


©11.27.06

One look is all it takes
They see it but they don't believe it
One look into your eyes,
pretty much explains it.
They never thought,
We would be "meant to be"
But it's you and me
and that's all it can ever be.

Our eyes met,
filled with mystery.
Our feelings shared
and then I knew,
we were bond to be.

Now say you love me
and promise you'd never leave me
'Coz to me, i see
The feelings you have for me are real!

Now close your eyes,
hold me tight,
and kiss me slowly...